mm, sorry, im just being a drama whore, really in all honesty i wish i had just never started on a diet...i over ate before, but its nothing compared to the weird things i do now...

family wise it really doesnt work, neither grandma nor mom understands the concept of compulsory eating, which is fine, really, but the rub lies with the fact that both actually encourage me to eat..and mother dear, actually throws a screaming tantrum at me if i even suggest that im over eating...also she seems to think im just doing it for attention...ignoring the fact that i usually go to great lengths to avoid being caught in the act

really, i wish i could just go back to before i started all this nonsense..yeah i was kinda big, but atleast i wasnt obsessed with my daily dietary dipshitary...

..................speaking of, do you like indian food?/know any good places here in jax?