Echo ([info]distant_wisp) wrote,
@ 2009-06-19 10:26:00
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......so...nigga done stole my gardening tools.....
apparently while i was out of town, my neighbors house was broken into, and they also from my garage stole two lawn mowers, a chain saw, two hedge trimmers, probably several other tools, and my bicycle.....

do you know the worst thing? i cant even summon the energy to care.....

my level of apathy is almost to the point that i have concidered not even turning in a police report...if not for the fact that i might get money from the insurance company if i do in fact say something

you might have guessed..im starving my self again...we were in atlanta...angel was there getting dental work done, closest place that her insurance would cover. i went to the mall to get her some super soft oatmeal cookies to snack on...the only ones they had had walnuts in them...so instead i ended up binging shamefully on cookies and brownies and anything else in the food court that cought my eye...and so, im starving my self to make up for it...if i ever figure out who it was who made me feel guilty about my weight ill strangle him...though i think it was probably the typical social nonsense and beauty magazine thing which is, generally, the main cause for most...

worse, i feel an urge to make another gooeycake, which is all i need *rolls eyes* (gooey butter cake, think cheesecake brownies made out of cakemix...)

and there it is, your proof that my priorities are fucked...im more upset over food, or lack there of, then i am over the fact that ive been robbed...i think im gonna go lay down or something, bye...



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[info]spiderspirals
2009-06-21 03:23 am UTC (link)
Be around other people as much as possible. Friends who know of you're issues and can catch you if you get in over your head. Judging by your description your mom will do this too so maybe if you don't stray as far?

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